Feeling Regrets – Midwest Nice and Narcissists Don’t Mix (“Sorry”)

The other day, someone said "Why do you say sorry for everything? Why do you use the word sorry so much? You don't need to" and it sent me down this rabbit hole of finally understanding something about myself. This is about my history and a past marriage. I was an overly apologetic, accommodating Midwesterner, … Continue reading Feeling Regrets – Midwest Nice and Narcissists Don’t Mix (“Sorry”)

Feeling the Fear of Fear and the Darkness Attached

Loving someone who has PTSD who denies they have PTSD... and instead tells you they have PTSD from you, well, is twisted. Welcome to my first story. I loved him at his worst. I never understood for the longest time what the real situation was. We were best friends, lovers, shared everything with each other, … Continue reading Feeling the Fear of Fear and the Darkness Attached